22nd April, 2017
I'm at a conference in Nashville, TN with Vickie and Ashley. Yes, it helps they are with me, but still feels hollow as I walk around this grand hotel without holding your hand- no wine glasses clinking for us and no cozy naps mid-day. I'm so empty inside and I know you don't wish this for me. I'm going to continue to work on me and hope when I look back on this in the future, I will have met some of these goals and honed out a fulfilling future. I miss you...far too simply put. I ache at times and sometimes still stifled. This world is far less interesting without your touch. I will work on it- I promise you. I promise me. Tara my confidante, my love, my life.